Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Hello world, again.

I've had so many blogs in my life that I don't even know where to start. I keep finding old blogs and reading them and being grateful for the memories they bring me so I've decided to make another one.

I just need somewhere to put my thoughts into words so that I don't go crazy, although I don't want to actually talk it through with anyone. I like to pretend that someone is reading me even though I could not care less if no one does. I'm 24 and I ramble way too much. I am forever confused and undecided about everything in my life.

I am aware that I am awfully self-absorbed but then isn't everyone? There are people that are worse than me, but I still love when stuff if me-related. I love telling people what I like and dislike, where I've been and where I want to go, what I've done and what I want to do. That's just how I am. I hope it doesn't make me a bad person. I guess it doesn't, because I love hearing the same from everyone else too. It's weird though because I'm not the most sociable of kids. I like to be alone and I'm not usually up for meeting new people. It depends on my mood, but I'd often rather stay home and read or watch series than go out. I love my friends though. I'm a walking contradiction.

School is over soon for the summer; I only have 3 exams left. Then, I'll be moving in July which will be exciting. Very stressed about how I'm going to accomplish that though.

Spring is obvious today and it is so warm outside, but I am still inside my apartment, on my laptop because everyone else was working or not answering. I would've loved to go to the park to drink some sangria! I'm not a fan of the summer heat, but warm is always good. Apparently it's going to be an especially hot summer, so I'm not really looking forward to that.

I used to live in British Colombia (Canada) and all my friends are still there. I really want to try to go back this summer and surprise my two best friends Dani and Ange, but I doubt I'll have the funds because I have to also pay for university. I may not even have to pay for it though, seeing as I didn't even get the answer for my request to go into translation. That's just being pessimistic though.

I've also had red hair for as long as I can remember, and it has always been a dream of mine to dye it pink just once. I'll try to do that in the next few weeks. I'm insanely poor at the moment..

I work in a bar. I love it. I've been working there for 2 years now, since it opened. The staff there is my family and the actual bar is my second home. I work with another one of my best friends, B. We switched shifts so she's working tonight and I'm working tomorrow night. I'll go see her I think just to get out of the house that I've been confined to for the past 2 weeks because of a crazy tough law exam. I only have an essay to write for Friday morning and I'm pretty much done with it, so it calls for some celebration, doesn't it? It's ladies' night tonight so drinks are free.

I will now go eat pasta and watch America's Next Top Model before I jump in the shower. Will write again very soon.